Me, Myself and...my shadow?

I don't want to care. But i'm conflicted. I want to know what the future entails.

I feel inadequate when alone. In a crowd I feel at home. Do I let it bother me or do I it let go? Is it normal? What is 'normal'? Is 'normal' the same for everyone?

I used to be one who refuses to believe in a risk-free society where the thrill of living is traded for the safety of existence. Was that an inherent belief or an acquired one?

I wish I knew how to live without fear. I fear the dark, the unknown. I fear rejection, their dissatisfaction.

I know myself. But only sometimes.

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xoxo