Hopelessness.

This life as just an aptitude test which will determine our ending up in either the abode above or the pit below. What we do here is written down and assessed accordingly. Seems to me like a game of sorts.

First He made us. Then He placed us along with the rest of them. Soon He tested us. And eventually He decided our fate in accordance with our actions and performance in this place. If its all in His hands, then why make us live here in the first place? Are we just pieces on a chessboard? I know questioning religious beliefs may be considered a sin. Who are we to question God's will? =(

But this is just hopelessness, not faithlessness. When praying doesn't help you get out of your despair, what do you resort to? Patience? Forbearance? Had I but world and time enough for that in this fast paced life of mine..heh.

I learnt just one valuable lesson yesterday; life is a lie, death is the only truth. So prepare for the world hereafter, and die doing good.

Rest In Peace Zohaib Aijaz. I'm sure you're in a better place. InshaAllah.


xoxo